i'm starting to regret being such a dick to my loves over the past few months. i think i might be starting to love them again, out of nowhere. what's my problem even? why would i ever think i was better than them or could stop loving? i'm not, i can't. i hope they'll have me again. i've got to make it all up to them tonight. oh i hope it's not too too late for us to be happy together again.
remember when i lit you up and made your insides warm and cheesy? it would be so easy to return again. can't we be friends or at least people who send each other out of their minds all night long? i don't want to fight, baby opa was wrong, and i to believe him- such a fool. you guys rule.